last weeks

Last weeks was hard to pass.
I was waiting for him day and night
But no time
I think I knew
anyway I have a reason to be happy
when someone told him that i want and i wait to talk with him
and he gives a answer althou I know "soon" can be infinit
What don´t scare me is that i have imortal love
and i wait all this life and the others that come foward

habib

future

I´m trying all my best
to recover my power and will
to open with joy, my heart
without pain
but is hurting so much
And what I should to do?
just, let go, but when finaly will go?
how make new again
one broken heart
Pushing myself foward
if happiness exist
will be in the future
not in the past.





Estou tentando meu melhor
para recuperar o meu poder e vontade
para abrir com alegria, meu coração
sem dor
mas está doendo muito
E o que eu deveria fazer?
apenas, deixar ir, mas quando finalmente irá?
como fazer novo de novo
um coração partido
Empurrando-me pra frente
se a felicidade existe
será no futuro
não no passado.

Foi em 2006, mas sinto isso assim ainda

My heart is looking for ice
My heart is looking for fire
because the sun can't warm me
because I can't share the moon with you

My lost arabic diamond
Now, just dust in the wind
All love, promisses, eyes
Nothing I can't hold or find

Any heart is your heart
Any voice is your voice
Any holpe is your holpes
Anyone can share the heart like you
Any voice can tell me what i need hear
Any man can marry with me
I tried all to forget you

I'm mad
I'm lost
I'm down

I have only sadness to keep
in my silent smile
in my bright eyes
in my quiet heart

But Habib, I'm yours
When I open or close my eyes
When I can open it or finally 
closed my eyes forever

maybe i find you in the sky
maybe not
maybe i will continue in this hell

But Habib, don't worry
My tears refresh the pain in my soul
And I have a ocean to cry and cry


8 november 2006

Dream of 2007

Last night i dreamed with u.. that u called me, and asked me to meet u in a house in the city i was born, here in Brazil..

Since I tryied call u last time, 2 weeks ago, I don´t know, I decided forget you, because I supose it is your desire.

But ... I think we are like brothers, I feel u need me.

I would like so much to hear your voice

When I come to my work every morning I feel the sun shining in the sky and the hot and I feel like your embrace (huging me), like were your arms holding me ... 

I don´t understand why u ignore my friendship

if this feeling inside me look so true...

I miss u so much

(06072007)

I´m entire you
I can´t change this
But i follow my way
I never regret
And for Allah 
He help me to forget you sometimes
to breath

07072007

Sorry i was connecting by my phone so i couldn't see your msgs,yes i'told him and he told me that he's going to talk to you soon,because He"s now at Metlawi on his wife's parents house .

Uma tristeza muito grande hoje
que dói no estomago
que me desanimou, que ta arrancando minhas esperanças
mas eu estou ainda agarrada nela pra ela não ir embora de vez
porque sem essa esperança eu não sei o que será de mim

news

• he's here in moulares now
• because it's a relegious holiday this days
  
  
  he's at my granpa's house
  
  
  • he have twins now
  • mohammad and ahmad
    
    
    ok don't worry i'll tell him 

one day i know i will meet you

i will

It makes me cry today

Today Fehmi show me Tunisia in the camera of his notbook I saw his house and the beach of Djerba and the avenue that pass in front of his house, he lives in front of the sea.. 
Can you imagine what I felt seeing Tunisia in front of my eyes, even in the camera, but was so real.. bcos was alive.. the sun was going down it was 18h30 plus there, and the cars on the road.. and the houses around and the color od the sand....