Message from Fehmi

The funny thing is that I was not expecting, so when i start read I thought that was my husband, bcos we had a big fight in the morning, again, when he was talking with his wife (yes he have another wife in his country, and two girls too - i discoved only when i was already pregnant of him in Brazil - bcos i helped him to came from his country as a single man and in the begging he also confuse me that he was leaving her, anyway this is my excuse for didnt leave him in the begging) I called him, and i insist, so he came with the notebook on his hand for her to listen the fight, like always i start shouting, i sad bad words to her, and asked him "what are u doing, why u want fight in front of her? what u want prove or pretend? ... in all fight i never understand his point, i supose all time he protect her, and he got crazy when i apper, is like he dont want she know that we live (or lived) like wife and husband here, is like he is forcing me to be quiet, to acepty to be the "second" wife wich i supose is the one that don´t have the same rights... u know, its true that i wish know what he thinks and feel, but my conclusion is no mattler what is, I´m not happy in this condition, if i know bfor i had suposed be the second wife of you, habib :( maybe.. bcos in my mind this is a very bad condition to a woman, to share his husband. And sundally, i´m into it, ME do you believe it??????????????????? Sorry habib for all my mistakes and i still doing mistakes i know.


Welll

as I sad Fehmi is not coming online, the suspicious things is that could he know bfor that his internet will not work? lol

but for to registered and to remind me that i´m not giving ilusion to myself alone, i mean that he is also interresting in me, or pretending to be, this is the message he send.

Hi Baby I miss you so much, I hope that I can connect tomorrow, ill travel for a job