After one agency tell lies for me only because they dont want acept a handicaped person with the group to travel. I really felt sad that time, and i checked back to read the news where i had found the recomendation of the agencies, i see another agency´ names, i checked the information and i figure out the agency of the tunisian guy that Fehmi had told, friend of his friend.
I called the guy and he told me he was from Djerba, i told everything to him, about my problem of be traveling alone, and he told he will try to help, he ask the name of my friend and I said Fehmi name.
Later when i talked with Fehmi I told him everything and i thought maybe he would feel stranger because i said everything to the guy, but no, he also told me to contact him again and tell him the name of the friend, and i done it, he answer me telling me that XXXXX is a "SUPER AMIGO"
It´s give me hope again, i believe with this guy i will travel, now i need to be fast and get the money to my travel maybe in three months from now, also i need check my passport.
Last days was THE FEAST OF THE AID when muslims sacrifice a Sheep. I was trying to know if you was going to Moulares, i tried when i spoke to Salma, but she got angry when i told that i didn´t forgot you. Anyway I think you didn´t traveled to Moulares, I saw Karim online many times...
Feel of guilt is what most is happening to me, is true i want take all fault, but sometimes I want to be angry with you too, because i understand that you must follow your life when I leave you, but from it to you think that i don´t love you and that i will forget you and that i don´t need you is a big diference, because i always said i will wait for you forever.